:(( This is my mood now.. Sad, full of fear & vulernable. I'm soo stress up..
I fear that I won't be able to achieve my targets.
I fear that I'll let down many people.
I fear that I'll fail to lift up to everyone expectations.
I fear that I'll not be able to do as good anymore because deep down in my heart I know that I did not put in much effort to study.
I fear everything. I don't understand why they say I can do it but I just don't think so. Their words just somehow pressurized me. To all: Don't think too highly of me because I'm not as good as you all think.
I started to think that I study sooo hard because I just don't want to do badly so that people won't have the chance to say that: "hey, her results have dropped badly".
I don't want to be the joke of people. Battle is here yet i have lost my weapon. My very weapon. :((
I find mist in my eyes...
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beautiful summer memories at7:38 PM
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Welcome to my world. yes, nowhere but here. (:
Bits and pieces of my life. I'm imperfect but I'm who I am. I'm the only witness and the only person who can judge my life.
♥ Wants
Lead a simple life
Be a happy person
Graduate from NTU
World peace
People ard me are healthy & safe
Friends forever.
Trip to TAIWAN after I graduate
Be a successful accountant =) :D